• I was stuck on the past trauma that I had experienced and couldn't let it go leading to strained relationships. 
• I was irritable and reactive.
• I was always looking outside of myself for validation. 
• I chased achievements hoping it would fill the void of not feeling good enough.
• I had no idea what rest or self-care was. I glorified over working.
• I people pleased and I manipulated my partner with my victim state of mind.

This felt exhausting to be honest. If you're here, then you may be able to resonate. You're probably feeling like... 

You're craving a softer life, but all you know is survival. 

You want to be more feminine, but you've been in your masculine energy for SO long that you don't even know how. 

You want to heal old wounds, but the thought of even revisiting it is horrifying. 

When I first started my feminine healing journey, I couldn't figure out why I was still feeling so wounded AND masculine. I was an exhausted, anxious, over worker and doer. I was doing the external things to be more feminine like my hair, nails, always dressed nice. But deep inside I was the same hurt Sara.  

When I decided to break free from the toxic relationship with my son's father, I was emotionally numb, lost and detached from my family and myself. I questioned where I was going in life and even questioned my new career as a nurse. I felt like my light was gone.

It wasn't until I surrendered and did the inner work on myself that I saw transformative change in my life.

I committed to receiving routine energy healing, worked on healing and releasing my emotions and actually embodying who I want to be. I wanted to be a soft feminine woman that led a business. Finding balance in my masculine and feminine energy was exactly what I needed. 

I learned that... 

• I can run a business AND prioritize rest.
• I can build muscle AND meditate and love yoga.
• I can be in my power AND soft in my relationship. 
• I can manage my finances AND trust that abundance is flowing. 
• I can be logistical when needed AND trust my intuition. 

But this only happened because I committed to my healing journey and wanting to FEEL better. I hired a coach because I didn't know what at the time, but I knew things had to change.